Love.
Arguably the most powerful weapon we have on this earth. Often it seems as if something so simple could not be so powerful so we try to complicate it. But the fact of the matter is; the simplest answer to our most complicated questions is love. It's written all over the bible, but somehow we miss the main point. We often complicate Jesus's love with a long list of do's and don't's, when really He tells usall the other commandments can be summed up by this one, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind'; and, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' Let us not try to complicate it. God's main concern is not what "good" or "bad" deeds you have done. He is also not out to make you feel guilty, and He does not take delight in sending out His wrath. All He wants; His main concern, is a relationship with you. God sent His only son so you could be in a closer relationship with Him. Jesus freely gave His life to display just how much He wanted this relationship with you. How did we as Christians miss such an obvious point. If outrageous love is what we are shown and supposed to exemplify why would most non believers not pick this adjective to explain Christians? Let's love freely, without an agenda, without selfishness, and without entitlement. . I believe if we loved this way, there would be no stopping what God could do through us.
As I see the needs of so many people here in Uganda, it's becoming more apparent it's impossible for me to "meet" everyone's needs. But God has been telling me He hasn't told me to "fix" everyone, that is His job. He just wants me to love the one in front of me; to start there and do all that I am able. Whether it's playing with disabled children; wiping away their tears, giving the kid on the street a band aid for his cut foot, or praying with an orphan who wonders why God isn't answering her prayers for happiness. Whichever way God presents me the oppurtunity to love, I am joyful for it. I am better through it. And He makes me able. I am able to be a light to darkness, and what better lights up a dark world than love.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
A Daughter of the King
Sometimes it takes being taken out of your comfort zone to really experience God and how much He has blessed us. I don't even mean this is a material way. Although living in American I am blessed beyond compare. But the blessings I'm most grateful for are far beyond our material gaze. I am blessed by love from a heavenly father who provides for my needs in ways I never recognize. While in the busyness of America is it easy to forget that God is that one who sustains us, and the one from whom all our blessings come. It is only by Him and through Him that we have anything. I just want to thank God for His faithfulness even when my heart wasn't thankful. I want to thank Him for His unwavering love towards me when I was rebellious against Him. He loves me in spite of myself. In this love I can rest and find peace. My place with Him is secure, I am His beloved daughter and nothing can come between me and my inheritance.
This week a 9 year old girl named Bridget has stolen my heart. She said she wanted to have a picture of herself since she had never had one. Since I can't get photos developed here I decided to draw her a picture of herself. In my eyes it wasn't that great, but to her it meant everything. She recently told me that the kids stole her picture from her. It broke my heart. That's the problem with showing any kids in the boarding school special attention. They are all so hungry for love they get bitterly jealous when one kid gets more attention than them. Yesterday Bridget asked me if it was true that Mzungu's (white people); really did have a special power to live forever and never get sick and die. While this was funny it also made me very sad. To them we are super heroes. They think we have all the resources in the world to make their life better and rescue them. It puts a heavy weight on my shoulders to be something that I can't necessarily be. Please continue praying for me that I can show the kids love in a way that is helpful, impactful, life changing, yet realistic.
In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. - 1 John 4:10-11
This week a 9 year old girl named Bridget has stolen my heart. She said she wanted to have a picture of herself since she had never had one. Since I can't get photos developed here I decided to draw her a picture of herself. In my eyes it wasn't that great, but to her it meant everything. She recently told me that the kids stole her picture from her. It broke my heart. That's the problem with showing any kids in the boarding school special attention. They are all so hungry for love they get bitterly jealous when one kid gets more attention than them. Yesterday Bridget asked me if it was true that Mzungu's (white people); really did have a special power to live forever and never get sick and die. While this was funny it also made me very sad. To them we are super heroes. They think we have all the resources in the world to make their life better and rescue them. It puts a heavy weight on my shoulders to be something that I can't necessarily be. Please continue praying for me that I can show the kids love in a way that is helpful, impactful, life changing, yet realistic.
In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. - 1 John 4:10-11
Sunday, June 19, 2011
For the Kingdom of God belongs to those who are like these Children
Well I made it safely to Lira, Uganda! :) After a 20 hour flight and a 6 hour bus ride we made it here a little over a week ago. Everything went so smoothly. I have to say, looking back now it's funny that I had so much anxiety about the process of getting here. Actually I was thinking on the way to our hotel that it's funny that I had anxiety about this trip at all. God is good, and He is always faithful and He keeps revealing that to me over and over again.
I love this country. Ever since I entered, I have never felt more welcomed or more like a celebrity. haha There is not one person that passes by that doesn't smile or wave, little children even squel when they see us. It's such a contrast to American culture where people are skeptical of strangers, and unwelcoming of accepting the help they need. As I look out the window from this internet cafe I just feel such peace. Uganda is refreshing. The people are so full of joy, love, and laughter. They are so accepting of everyone, people are not critical of each other here and throughly enjoy each others company.
Love radiates in Uganda even in the mist of devastating loss and abandonment.
Since I've been in Lira, I have had the opportunity to teach at a primary school here, and at a school that is run by the Compassion Int. organization. The first day I was put into a classroom of about 50, 9-11 year olds and told to teach. Needless to say I didn't have anything prepared, because I just found out I was doing this 5 minutes before. haha So I told the story of David and Goliah, and then drew some pictures, because I wasn't sure they understood my english too well. The kids thought this was hilarious. So I'm guessing they either really enjoyed my stick figures or were laughing at me. Either way, in the end I grew from this experience and just found joy in being able to share with them. They are so hungry for love and God. It rejuvenates me and helps me remember my purpose here.
Another opportunity I've had so far is too go door to door or should I say hut to hut and share Christ with people in town. Although I went in dragging my feet for this ministry I have to say it's been amazing how God is growing a deeper love in my heart for it. Through this ministry I've met one of my best friends here. Her name is Eva, she is 16 years old and runs a hair salon with her sisters Brenda and Dorcus. They are all orphans and although they weren't born to the same parents they insist they are sisters. They live together in the hair salon which is really a trailer about the size of your ordinary walk in closet. (No joke.) Eva has recently become a Christian and was so excited that I came to tell her and her sisters about Jesus. She tells me she wants to know all about Him and how to pray. She is so hungry for God. It's so exciting to meet someone who is searching for something that you can offer them. So I bought her and her sisters bibles. She told me this was the first gift she had ever received. Her thankfulness brought tears to my eyes. She calls me her best friend and I plan to visit her every day I can this summer and show her all that God has shown me.
Never have I felt more alive. Never have I felt more useful. I know my purpose in life. It's too do things such as these. Please continue praying for me as I continue serving my God. All glory and power to Him forever and ever!
I love this country. Ever since I entered, I have never felt more welcomed or more like a celebrity. haha There is not one person that passes by that doesn't smile or wave, little children even squel when they see us. It's such a contrast to American culture where people are skeptical of strangers, and unwelcoming of accepting the help they need. As I look out the window from this internet cafe I just feel such peace. Uganda is refreshing. The people are so full of joy, love, and laughter. They are so accepting of everyone, people are not critical of each other here and throughly enjoy each others company.
Love radiates in Uganda even in the mist of devastating loss and abandonment.
Since I've been in Lira, I have had the opportunity to teach at a primary school here, and at a school that is run by the Compassion Int. organization. The first day I was put into a classroom of about 50, 9-11 year olds and told to teach. Needless to say I didn't have anything prepared, because I just found out I was doing this 5 minutes before. haha So I told the story of David and Goliah, and then drew some pictures, because I wasn't sure they understood my english too well. The kids thought this was hilarious. So I'm guessing they either really enjoyed my stick figures or were laughing at me. Either way, in the end I grew from this experience and just found joy in being able to share with them. They are so hungry for love and God. It rejuvenates me and helps me remember my purpose here.
Another opportunity I've had so far is too go door to door or should I say hut to hut and share Christ with people in town. Although I went in dragging my feet for this ministry I have to say it's been amazing how God is growing a deeper love in my heart for it. Through this ministry I've met one of my best friends here. Her name is Eva, she is 16 years old and runs a hair salon with her sisters Brenda and Dorcus. They are all orphans and although they weren't born to the same parents they insist they are sisters. They live together in the hair salon which is really a trailer about the size of your ordinary walk in closet. (No joke.) Eva has recently become a Christian and was so excited that I came to tell her and her sisters about Jesus. She tells me she wants to know all about Him and how to pray. She is so hungry for God. It's so exciting to meet someone who is searching for something that you can offer them. So I bought her and her sisters bibles. She told me this was the first gift she had ever received. Her thankfulness brought tears to my eyes. She calls me her best friend and I plan to visit her every day I can this summer and show her all that God has shown me.
Never have I felt more alive. Never have I felt more useful. I know my purpose in life. It's too do things such as these. Please continue praying for me as I continue serving my God. All glory and power to Him forever and ever!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Forget About The Ordinary
Tomorrow I leave for Lira, Uganda for 2 months. As of right now I'm like a Heinz 57 bottle of emotions. But even over all the mix of emotions and anxiety, the most dominant feeling I have tonight is peace. This is I know is only from God because He is the Prince of Peace and calmer of all my fears. I know that no matter what happens in Uganda this summer, I am in His will, right where He wants me. I will be doing His work, and serving people who are dear to His heart. There's no place I'd rather be than that. When I look back on my life 50 years from now I want it to have meaning, I want to show that I was part of something beautiful. I want it to show I was part of something bigger than myself, bigger than my selfish wants and desires. I feel so blessed to be given this opportunity and am so thankful for the people who have supported me on this trip financially and with prayer.
Already this trip has taught me so much. Like how God blesses you abundantly when you trust. I was able to raise 5,000 dollars for my trip in a month, and met every single deadline that at the time seemed impossible. Throughout this process God continued to teach me that He is sovereign and in control of everything and through Him nothing is impossible. I feel blessed that He decided to teach me this before I left to go to a country where hope is bleak and sometimes it looks like restoration is impossible.
I just want to encourage everyone today, that hope is on the way. And it can be found in the way of Jesus Christ. No matter how many times you've heard this, I pray that you let this truth penetrate your heart and be shown through the way you live your life. Live out your dreams and check your baggage of fear at the door. Christ is bigger than fears, He has already overcome every challenge that we face. Now he's waiting for you to come to Him so He can fulfill your dreams, and give you a life more abundantly.
"Little children, you are from God and have overcome them, for he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world." -1 John 4:4
This is one of my favorite songs by JJ Heller and I think it pretty much sums up how I feel. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pG8WIAMq0DI
Already this trip has taught me so much. Like how God blesses you abundantly when you trust. I was able to raise 5,000 dollars for my trip in a month, and met every single deadline that at the time seemed impossible. Throughout this process God continued to teach me that He is sovereign and in control of everything and through Him nothing is impossible. I feel blessed that He decided to teach me this before I left to go to a country where hope is bleak and sometimes it looks like restoration is impossible.
I just want to encourage everyone today, that hope is on the way. And it can be found in the way of Jesus Christ. No matter how many times you've heard this, I pray that you let this truth penetrate your heart and be shown through the way you live your life. Live out your dreams and check your baggage of fear at the door. Christ is bigger than fears, He has already overcome every challenge that we face. Now he's waiting for you to come to Him so He can fulfill your dreams, and give you a life more abundantly.
"Little children, you are from God and have overcome them, for he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world." -1 John 4:4
This is one of my favorite songs by JJ Heller and I think it pretty much sums up how I feel. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pG8WIAMq0DI
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