For God, who said, "Let there be light in the darkness," has made this light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves. - 2 Corinthians 4:6-7

Monday, July 18, 2011

Faith of The Childlike

As I write this blog, I only have 9 more days of ministry in Lira. This is so hard to believe, I feel like I just arrived here. The last 2 weeks have been a whirlwind of emotional highs and lows. One thing has been consistent though, and that is God's goodness. No matter what situation I find myself in here I know that He has a plan for it all and it is ultimately for my good. So whether I think it is the best doesn't matter; because His ways are higher than my ways, and His thoughts are higher than my thoughts. He is God and I am not. And the fact of the matter is no matter what my circumstances looks like He is good. He is always good, because it is His very nature.
In Uganda, and in most of Africa, people view spirituality very differently than most of the western world does. For Ugandans, people being raised from the dead is not an unusual testimony. In fact, through our HIV/AIDS meetings we have on Fridays,  two different women have testified they were dead in the coffin and were brought back to life. Whether you chose to believe this or not, the people of Uganda do. It's not even a question; to them it's almost relatively common. They don't question things like we often do. They accept things with a childlike faith. Which reminds me of a verse in Luke 10 that says;
"In that same hour he rejoiced in the Holy Spirit and said, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; yes, Father, for such was your gracious will." God takes delight in the childlike. He enjoys using the weak to shame the wise. On this trip He has shown that to me over and over again. He wants us to be joyful over our weaknesses. This is why Paul said,  
"That's why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:10.
This verse has never made more sense to me. Now that I have been used by an all powerful God to do things I never thought were possible I am awe struck. I am excited that I have a childlike heart,  I am excited that I am weak and I am excited that maybe I'm not the most qualified. Because now that I realize I am unqualified, He wants to use me. Even more so than people who think they do have it all together. Because the fact is none of us are really qualified to serve the Holy God we do, and the more we realize that the more He will use us. Because what God really desires from us is a humble heart.
"Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will exalt you"-James 4:10.
So if you feel unequipped, unqualified, or unworthy, you are in the right place. Just allow our mighty God to use you and He will. He will reveal things to you that some only dream of seeing.
"Then turning to the disciples he said privately, “Blessed are the eyes that see what you see!  For I tell you that many prophets and kings desired to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.” -Luke 10:23-24. I praise God for allowing me to see Him in ways I never thought possible.
There is so much more than a life of meritocracy that many are living. My prayer is that you will be able to experience Him in new incredible, amazing, ways also. I love you all!

My God's not dead, He is surely Alive!




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